"Main Bahot Khush Hu Today"

Ya m really very happy today or i can say right at this moment wen m writing this m feeling tht bubbling happiness inside me.. reason for it is something i really cant mention here..
I know no one except my friends, read this blog but still i cant mention it here..

Something happened.. about which i had almost lost my hopes.. something for which i was really waiting.. n today it happened..

For many it may be a small thing but ya for me its something big..



So lets hope jo hua hai, will continue acchese in future..( coz not used to such things happenin wid me)...

Reply to Anya

Actually I was Replying Anya's post Caste no bar (http://aniruddhabarapatre.blogspot.com/2008/08/caste-no-bar.html) but woh itna bada ho gaya ke then i thought i'll post it on my blog coz it was too lengthy to be a comment.


"Anya we have already discussed alot about dis so no need to mention nething abt that.. U r right Anya about mentioning Caste no bar.. But dis is not only in India but everywhere in da world.. In many parts discriminations are according to Caste and religion but in remaining parts they torture people even belonging to their religion and caste on da basis of Color of thier skin.. N its seriously not due to Illiteracy.. coz many of them are highly educated.. This topic is Unending and Unfruitfull.. I sometimes think why did da evolution take place.. wht hav we achieved out of it.. more n more divisions in between us.. I can say so many things about dis but Anya evn at my place my parents are searching a girl of my caste.. I dnt knw how much brave m i?

Anya my field i.e. Medicine is such a field that here u hav to think about Ur patients' health and welfare, not abt his caste, religion and also da financial status.. I am not supposed to support any perticular group..
I dont knw how many doctors follow dis but ya i do while working in clinics and goin to follow evn in private practice..

Anya ther's no place for Love here.. U cant decide n love anyone that Ya she belongs to my religion , to my caste and also to my subcaste( ye bhi ek rehta hai) and only because she fulfils all dis criterias i'll love her..
But when u try to explain dis to your parents they give their example that theirs' was arranged marriage and see how succeful it is.. When they say that Jodiyan Bhagwan ne hi banayi rehti hai.. then why are they arranging here..

Jaane de be too much thinking is a curse and i m blessed wid it.. "

Misssssin LOVE "?"

seriously i m missin love...

love is such a devine feeling that it is nt at all expessible in words
smthing tht u can only experience or can only feel...

N ya i m missing that

Dnt i desever to be loved? i smtimes think that i should be thankful to her, my love(that i lost or in better words it didnt work out..) that she gave me the chance to experience what true love is?
you get that feeling of responsibility when u r in love.. feeling that u hav sm1 to care for.. u hav sm1 for whom u r ready to do anything.. i really did anything.. i sacrificed my love for my love.. what more do you expect from me..

but ya i feel that i need sm1 to love now.. and why m i nt getting it..

the right person in my life..

ya i knw it has many disadvantages, many pains but in the end if u r getting ur love then everything is worth it..

Friendship is smthing different ... u cant compare it with love .. or it cant replace love..
i knw that even if i dnt get the right love in my life, i have the option or the only way to go for the arranged marriage, the option that is always open.. but its nt really i want..

i m missin those moments of frustrations, depressions. the moment of ur love's first confession, those fights, those intimate moments.. after which u feel that ya this what the love is..

its nothing like that i m frustrated n writing this but ya tonight m really feeling that sm1 shd be there for me..My love..
i have seen girls roaming around the boys who hardly care for love n are doin everything for just timepass.. they may have their own phylosophies..

and in this matter koi kucch bhi kah le jise jo karna hota hai wo wahi karta hai..
thres one Famous ghazal by Mehendi Hasan.. it says very beautifully,
" Ranjish(anguish) hi sahi dil hi dukhane ke liye aa, aa phir se mujhe chhod ke jaane ke liye aa.

Kis kis ko batayenge judai ka sabab, tu mujh se khafa hai to zamane ke liye aa

Mana ka mohabbat ka chhupana hai mohabbat, tu bhi to kabhi kujhko jatane ke liye aa

Jaise tujhe aate hai na aane ke bahane, aise hi kisi roz na jane ke liye aa.

so in the end m missin Love and still waiting for it... waiting till my parents find a good girl for me, then i'll go for that option..

bye tc..

(P.S. m nt drunk)

LOVE is a Beautiful thing "?"

this was on the Velentine's Day ..
Love is really a beautiful thing... U dnt express urself n just expect tht he/she will realise
it smday.. that happens very rarely my frnd, Just tell him/her , may it be a V day or any other day... And thers one more ... this was for sm1...
Hi कशी आहेस ? Really i also not used to belive in love at first sight, but after seeing you i lost
all my believes,,.. There are many definitions of love n i m really bad at definitions... but today i m feeling something that i m not able to define n may be this wht Love is.. seriously even i am feeling that all these things are so bookish but trust me they are not...
and when a boy like me i writing all this then either i m mad or m in love .. or m mad in ur LOVE.. Love u.. ( sala padhne ke baad mujhe bhi accha laga but bhej nahi saka )

So thts why "?"
BYE TC... Rahool