Misssssin LOVE "?"

seriously i m missin love...

love is such a devine feeling that it is nt at all expessible in words
smthing tht u can only experience or can only feel...

N ya i m missing that

Dnt i desever to be loved? i smtimes think that i should be thankful to her, my love(that i lost or in better words it didnt work out..) that she gave me the chance to experience what true love is?
you get that feeling of responsibility when u r in love.. feeling that u hav sm1 to care for.. u hav sm1 for whom u r ready to do anything.. i really did anything.. i sacrificed my love for my love.. what more do you expect from me..

but ya i feel that i need sm1 to love now.. and why m i nt getting it..

the right person in my life..

ya i knw it has many disadvantages, many pains but in the end if u r getting ur love then everything is worth it..

Friendship is smthing different ... u cant compare it with love .. or it cant replace love..
i knw that even if i dnt get the right love in my life, i have the option or the only way to go for the arranged marriage, the option that is always open.. but its nt really i want..

i m missin those moments of frustrations, depressions. the moment of ur love's first confession, those fights, those intimate moments.. after which u feel that ya this what the love is..

its nothing like that i m frustrated n writing this but ya tonight m really feeling that sm1 shd be there for me..My love..
i have seen girls roaming around the boys who hardly care for love n are doin everything for just timepass.. they may have their own phylosophies..

and in this matter koi kucch bhi kah le jise jo karna hota hai wo wahi karta hai..
thres one Famous ghazal by Mehendi Hasan.. it says very beautifully,
" Ranjish(anguish) hi sahi dil hi dukhane ke liye aa, aa phir se mujhe chhod ke jaane ke liye aa.

Kis kis ko batayenge judai ka sabab, tu mujh se khafa hai to zamane ke liye aa

Mana ka mohabbat ka chhupana hai mohabbat, tu bhi to kabhi kujhko jatane ke liye aa

Jaise tujhe aate hai na aane ke bahane, aise hi kisi roz na jane ke liye aa.

so in the end m missin Love and still waiting for it... waiting till my parents find a good girl for me, then i'll go for that option..

bye tc..

(P.S. m nt drunk)